It's Raining, It's Pouring..  

So today i had to do a lot of depressing stuff, like go to counseling that was mandated by the court as well as probation.  To make things worse I have to attend the DDP class at 7 pm.  I am not looking forward for that class.  It sucks that i have to pay soooo much money for something I don't need.  I don't drink but i have to attend a Drinking and Driving Program.  I am so angry.  But believe it or not the weather goes well with my schedule.  I Love it when it rains.  In a way deep inside i feel a bit down,  but outside i am Happy.    It's like a whole new world afterwards.  The rain washes away all the dirt and bad stuff and cleans the air.  I feel more alive afterwards.  Alive...