piece of shit

I am nothing but a piece of shit.  I will never grow up to be something amazing but immature and horrible.  No voice or nothing to fall back on.  Nothing.  It is so sad to say but so true.  Why try when I will never be noticed like anything else but who I am today.  Why run towards a destination when I know well I will never make it.  Never.   I am like a candle that is lit.  It will continue to burn till the end and nothing else.  I am so pathetic crying here and writing about myself but it is holding me back to do so many other things. I will never stand out.  I will never improve.  Just be the same dumb ass and moron that I am today.  Why bother with anything anymore.  My life just gets worst and worst as the days go by.  Nothing never changes for the better just for the worst.  I can hardly breathe but who cares.  I can’t stop weeping but no one is looking.  I am so unsatisfied with my being.  The ways I think, talk and act.  I hate it all.  I will just sit and watch them all grow and become something better as I just continue to sit and watch.  I will never be recognized as anything better.  I tried but for what there will always be something placed in my path that will bring me back to here.  I hate this world.  I hate the people.  I hate me.